Oh my gosh, I am feeling beyond out of touch...I miss you all so much, my life is sort of a shambles at the moment, well not really, I shouldn't say that, it's a balancing act...all good things are happening in that I found a wonderful place for my Mom and will fly up next Thursday and fly down with her. It's just that I've lost the rhythm, I wander through days not doing what needs to get done and I dont' seem to be changing the pattern.....I'm kind of lost, I do what is immediatley in front of me but there's no plan, no to do list, no sense of urgency and believe me there are things that are urgent...
Oh well, tomorrow I will visit with 'my girls' and all will be well with the world.
In the midst of it all I sat down and beaded this
Do you like it? I worry that the simplicity won't appeal, that the seasoned beader will expect more from me. But I like it. I like the art deconess, the simplicity the sparkle. My 'is it good enough?' voice has been in high gear lately.
This is outrageously gorgeous! Can we learn?
ReplyDeleteIt is gorgeous beyond words. I love the simple. And, yes I can scream beyond words identifying with the feeling of being lost and trying to find the pattern. I have lived that for so long. I keep hoping I will wake up feeling new.
ReplyDeleteOhhh, that dang inner voice. Damn those 'is it good enough' moments. Shush those quiet inside doubts.
ReplyDeleteMarcia, look are your world of late. I'm sure this recent upheaval with your mom has really thrown a wrench into the works. What a big change on the horizon, moving her down here like you are. Things like this cause me to walk around in circles for days. Give yourself the time to meander and dream and think. In the meantime, let your creative will do what it may. If you are creating splendor like this during your moodiest hours, than you are gifted beyond dreams. (Like we didn't know that already!) I think that now is the time to keep calm and carry on.